New to this

So I don't know why I decided to create a blog. It just seemed to be a good idea tonight. It may be because I am feeling extra sentimental and reflective. Or maybe this is my way of laying it all out. I don't really know the cause, but here I am.

Lately I have just felt misunderstood. And I have felt like I am just a horrible person. I don't know where this feeling is coming from, but some of the people I care about most think ill of me. For a situation they aren't well informed of. But I know that my work is not in vain, as much as people may try to make me feel that way.

I want to be done with everything right now. And it would be really great if I could take a break from life and just rest. It has been a while since that has happened. I wish I could remember what that feels like.